What does it mean to confront one’s destiny? What does it mean to show up purposeful, in a meaningful way that embodies how you are trying to show up in this lifetime. In this past relationship, I disconnected from self, and I was worried, lost, and scared. Now with a hidden part of me unlocked, it is my new quest to figure out what that is. After this, I will choose a time to start the slow process to repair and heal it.
Recently, I have been seeing spiders everywhere. As a self-cured arachnophobic person, at first, it was fine. They were small and never bit. Now they are much larger, and I notice they want to be seen, so I had to look into what they meant in folklore.
Never kill or harm another living being is something that stands true for me, and spiders are no exception. If they are bigger than 1” however, they are simply asked to leave as I am terrified to get any closer and they generally respect my house rules.
With half of my life in boxes, the spiders are happy to come out, and as I have further looked into what they mean for me they symbolize motherhood, creative manifestation and being misunderstood. Sounds about right.
Now, is the time for me to trust the process and lean into my true calling, as I know what I am here to do.
xx,
Fo Fera
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Written under an Aquarius sun and a Sagittarius moon, feeling like it’s time for a little self-indulgence.
p.s Now, I am off to enjoy some mochi donuts, and finally, purchase a vase.
p.p.s I will have a Valentine’s Day concert session available on the paid side of Substack. If you want to join me for some sad song serenading, I invite you to sign up here.