A new month has arrived, resplendence anew. May is here, upon us and the air is fresh. Today, on my morning walk, I enjoyed an otter having a late morning snack, and was unprepared for the surprise of drizzle for which, I am thankful didn’t convert into rain due to my lack of preparation.
The gorgeous green hills are already drying out as I long once more to see the beautiful green blanket which covers their curves so indelibly during my favorite season. I am happier, vibrant and glowing with the Venusian energy of this fertile Taurus season and fertile with new ideas, one which will be coming to fruition this very spring and I am so excited to share with you soon.
There is a truth that lingers below the surface, one which tugs to the forefront of my mind. The truth that I am depleted, burned out, and run down from the hustle and bustle. The constant energy of do, do, do that one must join into on the cycle of living in a busy area. City life has long outgrown me, and I look forward to a major transition that I am embarking on in my life as I step into a new adventure and say goodbye to past versions of myself.
Lately, life has been moving at its own pace and, I am finding I am shifting into a new era. Leaning into the idea that dolce far niente is necessary for my life, as is routines, I welcome the new life in with open arms.
I wonder if winter has truly ended as my body and mind peek out to see if the season has truly changed. If I can truly trust that it has evolved, as I have changed, and I am no longer many past versions of who I was. Leaning more into those moments of resounding yes, and spending my time in ways that feel expansive and freeing to me.
How does one function without a heart? As this has been something I have been doing since 2015 when I left it behind in a town I yearn to call home I feel that I have lost many more years of vibrancy than I would like to admit. I yearn for change, for simplicity, for time to lay on the bed and stare up at the wall and just think as the words flow into my mind, my ears filling with melodies to become songs.
As I embark on a new journey, I bid the old me adieu.
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Written under a Taurus sun and a Virgo moon feeling like the earthly goddess that the world shows me I can be.
Currently watching: Rivers of Life (thanks for the recommendation Grace Rother!)
I am loving it as the writers of the nararration used some very tickling words of choice but my daughter finds it a bit slow for her pace.
Indian Matchmaking (c’mon, this show is total life)
Currently listening to: Old Disney Classics and Big Band music.
Currently reading: Still a bunch of Umberto Eco, various herbalism books, some anthropological sources, and Our Kindred Home by Alyson Morgan which is a slice of literal heaven.
Currently baking: Cuco de Banana
I made a lot of mods so if you want to attempt it, make sure you read the review as it was helpful. I also will post the recipe for my monthly paid subscribers :)