Here I am, in a beautiful new city, meeting marvelous people, doing what I love, enjoying the company of someone who makes me smile, laugh, and feel whole, and a deep feeling from within my body tells me spring will soon be arriving. With spring, comes the expansion, the awakening of the sleepy, slow, somewhat immoveable energy and inertia that has grasped a hold of me. I am learning to no longer fight the feeling and just rest when I need to rest. Deciding to take Italian seriously seems to be one of the absolute best decisions I have made for myself in a long time.
I tend to not write and publish when I am traveling and prefer to wait until I return home but, the feeling to write arrived and as beholden as I am to the words that leave my mind, I must write. As I focus on writing and releasing my first novel, I will be writing on here a bit less and hopefully you will hear more of me in the publishing world.
I have been sitting on my new years day vlog for over a month now and decided to finally spend the fifteen minutes to finish it. You can enjoy it here:
I know many of you have inquired on when my next show will be and I must tell you I am not sure yet how and when I will be performing this year. My goals are to release music this year, and I think in order to meet this goal the focus must shift.
I have been grappling at the concept of forgiveness as I simply don’t feel ready to forgive those who betray me on a deep soul level and yet, as an unpredictable woman I know these feelings can change at any given moment. Forgiveness for some reason, feels more precious, more expensive for I don’t feel the weight or the burden of my hearts accusations, I have let it go*, and that is what makes things feel upright.
Although I have returned home and can enjoy the warmth of my bed, my mind stays awake thinking and scheming on how to have the best 2023 yet.
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Written in Nashville, under an Aquarius sun and moon.
Currently into:
-Not following a list of goals and seeing where life takes me.
-Being present, in mind, body, and spirit.
-Literature by Umberto Eco
-A new instrument I plan to debut sometime this year!
-Ginger tea
-The considerations of chemistry versus compatability
Listening to: Introspection and Hermit Dreams
*I am not truly certain of the accuracy of this self proclamation. To be determined over time and action.