Today, I woke up on the right side of the bed. I am finally starting to feel a bit more like myself and the foggy haze of insecurity, doubt, and sadness are all starting to be a little bit further in my rearview mirror.
What do you do when you are feeling overwhelmed? I am coming to terms with the fact that due to my current life I will need to juggle a bit more until I can truly dive into my creativity and today I chose to not feel bitter. It’s simply not worth it because I do lead a life I love. Do you lead a life of juggling goals with responsibilities too? How does that make you feel?
The truth is I really love my own company and I love being alone. I’d like to think that there is someone happily leading their life right now without even knowing that one day in the unknown future we will cross paths and decide to make a connection. We will choose each other.
It’s not wrong to want someone in your life, I just know that I don’t need to spend time with the wrong person, or force someone to see how much I have to offer. I choose to simply exist and keep improving myself as usual. Today I feel happier than yesterday and that’s enough for me now.
Ciao,
Fo Fera
Misc
The truth is I have been distracted lately (or distracting myself).
What’s distracting you from moving towards yourself?
What do you need to feel happy?
Reminder to self: Love all that you do, and remember to give thanks for your various experiences. Truthfully the challenging experiences make the joyous ones feel even sweeter.
Currently reading:
Listening to (on repeat) :
El Encuentro por Alizzz y Amaia
Bad Love by Ziemba
Ornament by Kiah Victoria
This new song I wrote titled Mercy which I think is one of the best songs I have written in some time.
p.s. Now is a good time for me to dial back my writing on this platform as I focus on releasing a new body of work and making actual herculean efforts to release it and not sit with it for two years.